Today, I am still a little moody. I always get moody around what would have been papi's birthday. Papi died just 4 days after my son turned 1. Mami called me last night just before midnight to see if I remembered that it was papi's birthday and then told me that she developed the film of some instant cameras that sat around her room for years. Well, a lot of the pictures, we will NEVER know what they were, but the ones that came out were picture of my mom, dad, brother and I for my little brother's 5th grade graduation. Peter (the father of my kids) was there with us and that is why there are pictures of the 4 of us together! I cannot wait for mami to visit and to bring those pictures with her so that I can scan them into my computer. There are even pictures of Peter and I back before we were parents in that roll of film, celebrating with my brother his graduation. He was his school's 5th grade valedictorian that year. I cried my eyes out when I hung up the phone with mami.
Awww!! I'm so sorry that this is a sad day for you. But it's better that you remember your dad like this and they are good memories. I know it must be sad but remember the good times =)
Quoting DyanaJay:
Awww!! I'm so sorry that this is a sad day for you. But it's better that you remember your dad like this and they are good memories. I know it must be sad but remember the good times =)
It's just double hard being that first it is his birthday on the 5th and then comes Father's Day.
I was super lazy today. I don't know why, I just had no motivation or energy to do anything today.
Quoting Kimberlyrose83:
I'm so sorry for your Loss.
I was super lazy today. I don't know why, I just had no motivation or energy to do anything today.
Me either, but I still had to go to work and cook dinner tonight *sighs*
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